How to get rid of this....

first of all, wanna wish Merry Christmas!!HoHoHo
just wishing either you celebrate it or not, because we are 1Malaysia...Malaysian celebrate all festivals...sambut nda sambut tetap cuti....rite??hahaha...that's why i heart this country...

btw, thats not the topic i want to share here...its about how to get rid this kind of attitude..."DENDAM"...seriously,im kind of person who has a grudge...i know its bad, ive tried to turn the other way but yet i can't...i still feel it..it still there and whispered to me "one day i will take the revenge!!!...we'll see..."...holly shitt...

for those who messed up with me, i'll never forget dude...even if you said sorry,i just can't forget it...and that attitude force me to payback...it highly erroneous kind of act, but for the sake of satisfaction im having the intention and will do it...if not now, maybe one day...i do this retribution only to people or person who messed up with me real badly...you are in my list!!...

i can be your good friend but the worst enemy!!!
add me as a friend or enemy....

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hahaha...

guys, you have to understand...

Women wish to be loved without a why or a wherefore; not because they are pretty, or good, or well-bred, or graceful, or intelligent, but because they are THEMSELVES.

Terima Kaseh Labuan!!!

lama gila uda nda blogging...huhu...so much things to share but bz bha...nda berkesempatan blogging...lgpun mls jua mo tulis2 ni...idea ndada...ani tah mun baru mulih dari labuan ani...baru jua 4 hari stay sana uda terinfluence berkurapak brunei...hahahahaha...

ok2, back to normal...aku baru balik dari labuan bha ni...p wedding kazen aku...so much fun theree!!..best gila laa...aku ni udala jenis nda suka p kenduri2 kawen ni kan...mls bha, ramai urang...tp pi kenduri kazen sendiri ni, best pula...hehe...check out some of the photos i taken...







itu ja la...mls pula mengupload ni...tenet slow...kin malas toll!!...
btw kenapa terima kaesh labuan???...sebabbb, dompet aku HILANG d LABUAN!!!!!!!waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa::::::::(((
IC, Driving license ngan Kad bank hilangg...duit pown agak bnyk la ketika ituu sbb plan mo borong coklatt...huhuhu...duit nda kesah pula hilang, tp kekeceewaan nda dpt beli coklat tu yg tak ble blahh...ternanges juga laa...haiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....ic, lesen tu nda pa la hilang...hahahahaha...coklat tu penting!!:D

tp uda juga aku wat laporan polis d labuan...maybe nnt aku p urus wat ic ngan lesen tu...bank card claim ja d bank... tp tu ja la, takut jg ic aku disalahgunakan oleh org yg jumpa tu...dia p wat loan2 bank ka nnt...beli sim register ka...kang dtg bil ribu2 tmpt aku...nahhhhh...sepa jawab tu....huhuhu....tp mudah mudahan nda laa...insya allah~~ :(

k la...mo p men game lu...daaaa

i soon made up my mind........

I don't know what to do,
I can't decide if I love you.
You said you love me, but yet you leave me
I don't know what to believe.
You told me we were through,
Because there were so many conclusions that you drew.
You didn't do anything wrong, I know we didn't last long.
You’re begging for me back, you say our love is on track.
but chance wasted AGAIN!!

You give your love and honest
I wonder if it’s true,
After all you’ve been through,
Thought you were someone I knew
Thought you were different
But yet the same

Deceived and confused
Taken for granted and used
No more trust left to give
Is there any way I can forgive
I don’t act like before
Because you taught me an important lesson,
a lesson above all.
Do something not to wait
Fix the things you destroyed
Before it’s too late
If you can't deal with it
You’re not worth it…

Yang Terbaik - Marsha

Ku selalu memikirkan tentang kita
Apa punya harapan yang dikejar
Kerna aku masih penuh rasa ragu
Melihat kau seperti tak bersungguh

Jika kau mencinta
Berikanlah kurasa

Korus
Diriku dah berikan yang terbaik
Dan bukannya nak mengungkit
Siapa benar siapa salah
Siapa menang siapa kalah

Dah berikan yang terbaik
Memaksa hati merisik
Mungkin kau bukan teman hidup
Yang terbaik untukku

Memang benar ku amat menciantai mu
Dan harapkan di sana pun begitu
Tetapi kau tak luahkan perasaan
Apa lagi memberikan ku kasih

Jika kau mencinta
Berikanlah kurasa

Diriku dah berikan yang terbaik
Dan bukannya nak mengungkit
Siapa benar siapa salah
Siapa menang siapa kalah

Dah berikan yang terbaik
Memaksa hati merisik
Mungkin kau bukan teman hidup
Yang terbaik untukku

Bad feeling...

What to do when it feels
What to do when it does not heals
Every sweet moment of life it steals
But heart has only love where it deals.

Words & hearts should be handled with care...
4 words when spoken & hearts when broken
are the hardest things 2 repair.

no effort to heal,
just the same thing
and even worst than before..
what is that mean?

do i make a wrong decision again..
that's why i hate making decision..
it always not be like it suppose to be
no change, there's pain
its not turn the way i imagine
chances wasted all over again...
i think i should stop giving chance
to whom not appreciate it...
to whom just ignore it...
to whom that dont even care about it...

in consideration...

Typing test...

hehehe....lawan jgn tak lawan...ade berani?...

109 perkataan

Speed test

ni baru siket ni...blom betul2 lagi...hahaha...riak lak..

What's wrong??

haihh...mostly post aku suma post depress, tension, emo etc....if im not mistaken since august i think...maybe cz that problem la...made my happiness fade away....huhuhu...this is all my fault and it comes from me...i made this trouble, no one else to be blame...i myself made my life so0o0oo chaos and lonely...org tua2 ckp, penyesalan tiada gunanya...benda dah jadi, nk buat camana lagi...klu la boleh ulang semula masa...huhu...n kalau la malang itu berbau....

kdg2 aku tido, dan berharap agar bila aku bangon semula, semua ini hanya mimpi buruk semata...tapi tidakk...semuanya berlaku, for reall!!!...huhu...ntah la..skrg aku mcm dah tak kesah most part in my life...im lost....exam is around da corner...i dont even care!!..i do care alot but there some other things i have to think about...that trouble that distract my mind...things that not settle yet till now...huhuhu...aku dah tak kesah dah pasal studies aku ni, camana mo buat??!!..huhu...maybe cz i mess up from the beginning....and i dont know where to start back...??

time2 mcm ni la, aku perlukan kekuatan, semgt, teman, pendapat dsbnya....tapi aku tak jumpa smua tu...hidup kat sini, mcm yg aku citer dulu..."kau2 aku2"...ada jg la aku kongsi2 with certain2 people ttg mslh aku ni...kurang sket la...tp ntah la...aku habis fkrn uda, apa mo buat...sometimes im crying, no one know..."nobody care if ur life is miserable, so u must as well be happy"...but i just cant pretend im happy....:::( ...benda paling susah dilakukan di dunia ini bg aku adalah "pretending"...pretending that u ok, ur fine which actually ur not,pretending ur not in trouble, no problems which u have tonnes of probs...but i have to do so...i dont have any choices....

seriously, takda semgt nk study dah...hilang nta kemana....i just want to have fun!!!...forget all my troubles...huhu...tak tau la pointer for this sem apa nk jadi...aku try apa yg termampu dgn keadaan aku mcm ni...

Doakan la kejayaan aku k..... :)

Lumrah hidopp...

hurmmm...lumrah hidup student U....tgk org kapel, dia pun sebok2 la mo cari kapel....especially lelaki la...bukan nk mengata, tapi siyesly berlaku...mcm time foundation dulu, ramai siott lelaki desprate nk kapel2....lepas tackle2 awek ni, tak dpt boleh pula tackle2 awek len...yg tak bole blah tu, that girls rumate plak tu...hahaha...kantoi desprate la tu....then, mcm teda istilah berkawan antara lelaki ngan pompuan kat sini...care sket,uda anggap lain....ngadu2 sket dah rasa special...dah rasa jatuh cinta...pastu bila ckp2 ngan lelaki len, jeless,mrh pastu menjauhkan diri secara tiba2...bila tny napa, senyap...pelik gue...ni pehal plak ni...hoho...ada satu kes, lelaki dah ada awek, rapat2 ngan pompuan len saja nk test, nk cari kot2 ada yg better than his current awek....klu dah dpt, kapel...samada menduakan atau clash ngan yg satu...haiyaaa...ni lagi teruk la...tak paham aku...

tu kes lelaki la...tak dinafikan, tak suma lelaki mcm tu...tp yg aku knl, suma mcm tu...hahahaha....aku ni pula jenis open, layan ja suma lelaki...tak tau pula perangai dorg cam tu.....hihi...lantak la...

hurmm...talking about frens...aku ni suka berkorban tuk org...bukan mo minta dibalas la,tapi at least hargai my pengorbanan...kdg2 org tu minta tlg, aku bz ni...bnyk keja aku mo buat...tapi takpa, cian dia dlm susah...minta tlg....aku pun tlg la....tapi some other day, dia buat aku rasa sgt nyesal tlg dia....bukan apa la, bila time aku minta tlg balik, dia refuse to help, ckp ada keja la, bz n watsoeva...i feel like SH*T!!!!...tak mengenang jasa tol laaa...wat penat aku ja tlg ko dulu...

lagi satu, aku tak suka tgk org sedih2 o boring n rasa tak hepi...aku try la cheer them up....wat lawak bodo ka, ajak kluar jln la...ni pun berkorban ni, pi menjatuhkan pride meminjam kreta org len semata2 mo bawa dorg jln supaya feel better n rasa hepi sket....its ok la, biarla aku tak dpt papa yg penting tgk dorg happy is more than enuf...but when it comes to my turn, bila aku sedih, ada mslh, tak hepi all those thing, where r they???!!!...Fucking asshole, they bloody shit...teda sorg pun membantu, help me to cheer up, klu tak dpt bw kluar at least make me feel better...talk to me...ni tak, masing2 wat hal masing2....menyesall gila aku...huhu

talking about helping in studies...slalu aku tlg, bg tiru assgnmt (yg actually aku pun tiru org len...hehehe) supaya dorg takyah susah2...tp bila satu hari aku pun tak siap asgnmt, dorg cari source tmpat lain...yg sakit hati bila dorg tak share pown...dpt jwpn sendiri2...bila aku tnya "napa tak gtaw?" dorg simply ckp "laaa,tak dtg bilik"...amb0o0o0o0o0iiiii, selama ni aku bg tgk asgmnt, aku yg p kat dorg mengoffer....bila tak bg, ckp aku penting diri...yg dorg tu???shit!!...once again, menyesalll...

banyak benda lagii sebnrnya, klu mo crita suma, susah la...huhu...yg penting suma wat aku rasa menyesallllll sggtt2...kadang2 rasa, "napa la aku bodoh sgt mo pi tlg org mcm tu"...tp tu la, bila aku tak tlg org ckp aku jt, sombong,etc...haihh...then i conclude la, org2 sini ni hidup "kau2 aku2"...senang sama2, susah lain2 la....so, better aku wat senang n susah sendiri2 la...walaupun agak susah aku supaya tak tlg org, tp aku cubaa...untuk berkata "tidak"...lantak dorg la nk ckp aku sombong ke, jahat ke, penting diri o watsoeva...itu penilaian dorg...mcm la dorg tu baguss sgtt!!..time2 nk minta tlg, sibuk2 ngaku2 kawan...buduss...

once again, not everybody like that la...tapi, almost all yg aku kenal, mcm tu....hohoho....nak wat camanee....i just dont belong here...none of them yg sekepala ngan aku....suma like hell!!!...whatever la, yg penting i live my life happily now....without thinking about others tooooo muchh...

Aishhh....bengang2!!!

adoyaiiiiiiiiiii.....%*^*@^*^$()^()^(#^%!(!@^!&!^%#(&%!!!

agak2 la mo cancel meeting last minute...dah la bgtaw ada meeting pown last minute!!!ceshhh....bengang aku pagi2 ni.....klu la aku tau takder, tak jadi, cancel o whatsoeverr, aku dah gerak g kl kot semlm....S**T tol rr!!!....buat rosak plan jerkk....ishhhhhhhhhh....siyes bengang!!...

semlm dah la aku tido kol 4am...tiba2 dpt msg meeting esk jadi, suh dtg kol 10am...10am???wtf...aku pun struggle la tido, takot2 tak leh bgon sok....klu dibgtaw awal2 maybe at least ble budget masa tido kan....ok2,tak pa la...then td aku bgon 10min lg kol 10am...dah takut da lmbt...struggle la bgon walau mata stil ngantukk...mandi2 besiap2 dgn agak pantasnya...tiba2, msg dtg dgn selambanya gtaw CANCEL!!!!OMG!!!!!!....actually cancel tu ok la,at least teda keja...tp cuba la gtw dlm kul 8 o 9 ka...tak pyh aku struggle2 kn diri untuk bgon, bersiap2....tu sib bek aku terlewat bgon...klu aku punctual tadi...b4 10am aku dah ade kat situ....aa brg....wat penatsss jak....

adoy2!!!...time management mana beb???ko agak2 la, consider org len punya masa jugakk....hurm2...sabar jer laaa....

More than words...

Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
Its not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldnt have to say that you love me
Cos Id already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldnt make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words

Now Ive tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close dont ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldnt have to say that you love me
Cos Id already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldnt make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words

Why now???

"masing2 ada masalah sendiri, masalah dunia, masalah peribadi...luahkn jgn simpan dlm hati mari cerita di kedai kopi"...

why now??...di saat aku keseorgan....di saat aku berada dlm kesusahan....di saat aku berada dlm kerisauan....di saat aku memerlukan kekuatan.....di saat aku perlukan teman...sem ni sgt teruk bg aku....mcm2 menimmpa diri, cuba menguji kekuatan diri....kdg terasaa give up...pernah terfkr nk withdraw sem....but life must moving on....walau bnyk mslh menimpa diri, aku cuba kuat untuk menghadapi....


I'm heading nowhere fast. I need your hands.
Which breath will be my last? It's gone, my past.
Love with a broken heart. I'm here alone.
I'm getting taken away.

In my opinion,one of the worst feelings
in the world is wondering
how things could have - would have - should have been.

Nothing. Nothing is wrong, and asking is against the rules. Crying is against the rules. You're strong, don't let them break you. They're trying to destroy you.

I sit alone just to see
who comes to sit with me
I frown just to see
who will turn it upside down
and I cry just to see
who will wipe away the tears

Im not the kind of girl who isnt afraid to tell you how she feels.
Im not the kind of girl who runs up to you and hugs you
I am the kind of girl who keeps all of her emotions inside

sometimes its easier for me to pretend rather than face my feelings.
sometimes its easier to try to make it alone rather than risk getting hurt again.
sometimes its easier to be numb towards certain people so i dont let them get too close.
sometimes im scared.
but when i act numb towards you,
it doesnt mean i dont care.
it means i care too much

i wish i was as invisible as you make me feel
& she just wants you to know
she loves the way you laugh
& your stupid dumb smile
that has her fallin' head over heels
want you so bad
but i cant have you
im the kid in the shadows
the girl you'll never knew
her feelings for you always show
but your too blind to see that her
feelings are pouring out as we speak

Do you know what it's like to be me?
Go through sumthing not everyone can see?
Do you know what its like to walk in my shoes?
Please stop judging me simply cuz I'm not you..
all scars shows, all wounded heal,
sometimes u cant always see the pain someone feels...


I keep tellin myself it isn't the right thing to do
spending time on dreams that aren't coming true
but i'm the kind of girl that keeps myself in line
so even with a tear in my eye, i manage to say
"im fine"....

thank you for all ur time,
sorry for all things ive done wrong,
u r too good to me, u deserve sumthin better,
thank you for making my life extremely chaos right now,
but that isnt ur fault...
i just wonder why now???...
but its ok, u dont have to answer it...
i do hurt, but i think tomorrow will heal it...

i wonder what awaits me tomorrow........

Everything goes wrong...

haiyaaa....for God sake, apa aku mo buat nih??!!...actually mo belajar....tapi nda taw subjek apa...so duduk ngadap komputer...buat lab ITPG...pasal peta2 tu, lukis2 contour...tgh smgt plot titik2, then sambung titik2 tu jadi bentuk yg pelik2...arghhh, somethings wrong sumwhere...mls aku, kin juling mata jak...aku letak tepi then buka lecture note thermo...aku mo try buat soalan, skema jwpn teda...try wat past test paper, properties table takda...mau print properties table, baru print 2 page, printer wat hal...what the f**k!!!!!!!!!!...ok2, rileks...maybe dia tak mau kasi aku study thermo mlm ni...fine..aku buka lecture note vector...try la kunun wat satu soalan ni...then part integrate ter"stuck"...nda tau ni camana buat, jammed otak...dekat 40min jg la bodo2 camtu, last2 surrender...damn!!!...again, bukan jodoh aku study vector...aku buka lagi lecture note reservoir...graph lagi...adoyaii, bingung aku...mlslaa...buka lecture note programming...ni lagi la...mcm ******.....nda pham!!...

suma lecture note uda aku buka...since kul 8pm tadi lagi ni struggle mo study...till now, teda hasill....terasa telah membuang masa, tapi mo wat camana...semua serba nda kena...everything goes wrong...otak aku tak mau study kali mlm ni kan...maybe la....adoi2, risau2....sooooo many thing to catch up,exam around da corner, but tgk la ni...bnyk lg benda mo pk, mo buat....probs situ, probs sini...adoyaiiii....i wonder what my result going to be....huhuhuuuuuu

k la, since i dont know what to do..better watch movie la...tak pun tido lg baekkkkkk...
tata...gudnytee...:(

Semalam aku bermimpi....

oryte...nk story sket pasal mimpi aku smlm..

aku bermimpi kira2 pukul 6am tadi...actually aku terbangon, pastu tido balek...situ la stat mimpi...aku mimpi TSUNAMI...melanda rumah aku...tp mcm bukan rumah aku jg...tau la mimpi ni kan, lokasiya berubah-ubah...so, lokasi aku tak ble nk specifickan tp yg penting di malaysia la...sabah maybe...rumah tmpt aku tinggal tu dekat ngan sungai...satu hari tu, hujan+angin sgt kuat...kami pun stay ja la dlm rumah.."kami" means family dan kwn2...tp org dlm tu aku tak ingt la...ingtkn angin besa2 ja...then aku menjenguk kat luar, tgk2 ombak otw mo melibas darat...ombak tu sgt3x besar, sgt2 tinggi dan menakutkan...dari jao lg nmpk...pastu kami suma pown apa lagi, lari...tp tak sempat lari kluar rumah la, ombak dah sampai...ombak tu pun masuk rumah tu,tp tak jg runtuh la...just mcm air masuk rumah...tak tengelam...then berhenti kejap...dtg lagi ombak, dari jao...aku pun kluar, ambik motor pastu gerak...sambil2 aku rakam guna hp...hehe, sempat lagi...tp yg peliknya, ombak tu just serang mcm ` garisan ja...kiri kanan tak dia serang...so dpt la aku rakam kan...tp mmg ngeri laaa....tinggiii gilaaa la tu ombakk...live depan aku...tp dlm mimpi la...hoho...

mimpi ni agak susah dicritakan scara proper...besa la mimpi ni pelik2 sket...takda plot crita pown...hoho...apa2 pun, agak menakutkan la td, ingtkan aku betul2 dah dlm tsunami tu cz smnenjak 2 menjak ni bnyk berita pasal gegaran la, ombak la, ribut etc....huhu...minta jao la sume ni....

tu je la.

Aku Redo....

selagi masalah ini tak settle, selagi itu aku diselubungi rasa bersalah yg teramat sgt5x1!!!...jiwa aku takkan pernah tenang dan tenteram...aku tak taw mo watpa lagi...klu boole aku tolong, i will give my full commitment to help...tapi seems like she don't want my help anymore...so, what can i do???...aku punca semua tu berlaku, jadi let me be responsible...i do responsible but u wont let me to...i dont want u think that aku lepas tangan ja...aku tak pernah wat bodo ttg perkara ni..never!!...i do care a lotssssssss......it just u dont know, and im afraid to ask and talk to u...im afraid make things even worse...oh God, help me!!!...

aku tak suka tgk ko stress2 atas sbb benda yg aku buat tu....so if u think that "SOMETHING" u want to do makes u happy, makes u relief, makes u in peace, go ahead friend...aku redo...walau aku terpaksa berhadapan dgn mcm2 kemungkinan that might let me down...its ok, as long as u are not in trouble...seeing u not in trouble makes me better...dan wat aku lega dari segala rasa bersalah...i do deserve punishments...even aku terpaksa mengecewakan family aku....takpa la...aku sedia berhadapan dgn semua tu...pandai2 la aku survive...ko jgn risau...wat la apa yg ko rasa terbaik untuk ko...

sorry all for letting u down...i dont mean it...maybe God want thing like this happen to me, i accept...aku redo...

aku redo..................................

Erm...

jeles tgk org bahagia.....................huhu

raya...

well...sume org bercerita ttg raya...almost all got the topic title raya or watsoever la related to it...and all the story kelihatan best...i mean dorg sambut raya tu best r...

hurm2...i wish to be part of them...bukan apa la, i can say that my raya this year mcm kureng sket la compared to b4...selain daripada keadaan hati dan jiwa aku yg tak tenteram, bnyk lg la permasalahan lain...actually not really involve me but affect the raya celebration...hurm3...nk citer sini, susah jg...lgpun bnyk sgt...huhuhu...sedey aku...

tapi takpa la, bila aku pk balek mungkin ada hikmah semua tu berlaku...hnya tuhan saja yg pegang rahsia ujian yg ditimpakan kepada kita...mcm yg aku ckp last post...selepas kita membuat kesilapan, untuk berubah dan perbaiki kesilapan itu, tidak semua org leh terima dgn senang...it takes time...dan untuk kita buktikan yg kita benar2 nk berubah, itu la satu cabaran yg amat sukar bg kita...meyakinkan org setelah kita sendiri yg hilangkan kepercayaannya kepada kita...susah kan??itu la ujian...tuhan nk menguji kemampuan kita...

hurm3...kdg2 rasa hidup ini tidak adil bagi kita...kdg2 terfikir, kalau la aku jadi "ko", tiada mslh mo fkr...kan best...klu la aku jadi "dia", senang ja hidup, teda apa2 pun probs...kenapalah aku dijadikan begini??kenapalah aku ditimpakan masalah sehebat ini??..kenapa??kenapa??...bnyk persoalan timbul...tapi percaya lah, sehebat mana ujian kita itu, ada lagi insan lain yg menerima ujian lagi hebat daripada yg kita alami...cuma kita jer tak nampak...so, kenapa dorg ble atasi dan hadapi mslh itu...kenapa kita tidak??..Malaysia bolehh!!hehe

apa2 pun, bnyk hal berlaku sekeliling aku...mcm2 ragam...mcm2 kes...semua mematangkan aku...membuat aku berfikir seketika... "rupanya ada lagi org diuji lebih hebat daripada apa yg aku alami"... so apa2 pun, everybody deserve a chancess...not only second chance...huhu...doakan la aku, semoga Tuhan memberi aku kekuatan dalam menempuhi segala ujian Nya...amin~~~

Selamat Hari Raya.... :P

Ramadhan Kali ini...

salam...

well, this is it...raya uda esok...so aku nk mengisyithiharkan bahawa AKU PUASA SEBULAN!!!!!!...wow, what a suprisee beb...bangga nya aku...1st tym since primary 6...Alhamdulillah...Ramadhan ku kali ini amat bermakna dan puasa ku cukup sebulan...full mo0n!!..haha..raya ku juga penuh makna...:p

walaupun Allah swt mgurniakan nikmat sedemikian, aku juga tidak lepas dari menerima ujianNya..ramadhan ku kali ini juga, aku diuji sehebatnya...ujian Allah berikan ke atasku adalah ujian yg tidak pernah aku hadapi sebelum ini...hnya tuhan yg tahu apa yg aku rasa..

Setiap orang ada masalahnya tersendiri,Allah uji dengan berbagai-bagai ujian tetapi sebabnya adalah sama. Allah menguji seseorang itu kerana Allah swt mempunyai rahsianya tersendiri,sama ada Allah hendak tambah iman kita atau hendak uji sejauh mana keimanan kita. Dan kerana sesuatu ujian itulah yang membuka mata hati kita,yang mendidik kita supaya jangan mudah putus asa dalam kehidupan yang bagaikan bahtera dilautan yang penuh dengan onak duri,ujian juga dapat mematangkan kita.

Allah telah berkata dengan jelas di dalam Al-Quran yang Allah tidak akan sekali-kali menguji hambaNya diluar kemampuan hambaNya. Allah tahu kita kuat dalam menghadapi ujianNya jadi Allah berikan ujian itu ke atas diri kita. Di sini kita dapat lihat betapa sayang dan kasihnya Allah kepada kita sebagai hambaNya.

aku yakin dgn Allah, aku yakin ujian Allah beri padaku ini adalah petunjuk bagiku untuk aku jadi yg lebih baik dan belajar dari kesilapan yg telah aku lakukan...Alhamdullilah setakat ini aku mampu dan tetap kuat menhadapinya...walaupun hati tidak pernah tenang dan jiwa tidak pernah tenteram hingga ke saat ini...pernah sesekali aku berputus asa, namun hidup perlu diteruskan...huhu...aku mohon diberikan kekuatan untuk menempuh masa hadapan...i wonder what awaits me tomorrow...


Sabda Rasulullah: "barang siapa Allah mahukan kebaikan untuknya, nescaya Allah akan mengujinya dengan kesusahan:..(Bukhari)

so, apa2 pun...di syawal yg menjelma ini aku mohon kemaafan yg lahir dari hati yg ikhlas kepada semua umat islam yg mengenali diri ini...selamat hari raya...semoga bergembira disamping org tersyg....:p

1st Lady - Burn ( female version)

I dont understand
Why?
See its burning me to hold onto this
I know there's something I gotta do
But that don't mean I want to
What I'm trying to say is
That I....love you, I just
I dont know
Its just coming to an end
Then it's better for me, to let go now
Then to hold on, and let it hurt
I gotta let it burn

It's gonna burn for me to say this
It's coming from my heart
It's been a long time coming
But we've been and fell apart
I really wanna work this out
But I dont think it's gonna change
You do but I dont
I think it's best we go our separate ways
I'm the one who's been hurt in this relationship
I ain't happy baby, always lonely baby
Cause there's so many other things you gotta deal with
I think that we should let it burn

When you feeling aint the same and your body just dont want to
But you know you gotta let it go
Cause the party aint jumping like it use to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thoughts of a man with someone else
But you know thats its over
We know that its true
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Sending pages I aint suppose to
Got somebody here but I want you
Cause the feeling ain the same
Find myself, cal-ling your name
Fellas tell me do you understand?
And all my ladies do you feel my pain?
It's the way that I feel
I know it's too late
Gotta do what is the best
I can't go running back
What I gotta do now
To get my baby back?
OooOooOooh
I just dont know how I'm gonna do without my Boohoo
You've been gone for too long
It's been eleve days, umm-teen hours
I'mma be burning till you return

When you feeling aint the same and your body just dont want to
But you know you gotta let it go
Cause the party aint jumping like it use to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
Hate the thoughts of a man with someone else
But you know thats its over
We know that its true
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

I'm twisted cause one side of me is telling me that I need to let it go
On the other side I wanna break down and cry
OOoooh
I'm twisted cause one side of me is telling me that I need to let it go
On the other side I wanna break down and cry, cry
Ooo Oo Oo
Oo Oo Ooo
Ooo Ooo Ooo
Can you feel me burning?
Ooo Ooo Ooo
Ooooo OoooOoh

So many days, so many hours
I'm still burning til you return

And sooner or later...

hope that things will be back to normal...
please give me a chance,
i do learn a lesson...

let me out of this chaos in my life..
sooner or later,
i just keep hoping and pray
that the time will come...

when time means everything,
only time can heal the wounded....

ANDAI AKU TAHU INI RAMADHAN TERAKHIRKU

Wahai insan, renunglah engkau akan nasib diri
Wahai qalbu, sedarkah engkau akan gerak hati
Wahai aqal, terfikirkah engkau akan apa yang bakal terjadi

Andai ini merupakan Ramadhan ku yang terakhir kali
Buatku sekujur jasad yang bakal berlalu pergi
Tatkala usia bernoktah di penghujung kehidupan duniawi
Pabila tiba saat tepat seperti yang dijanji Ilahi
Kematian...adalah sesuatu yang pasti.....

Andai ku tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir
Tentu siangnya aku sibuk berzikir
"a'la bizikrallahi tat mainnal qulub"
[Bukankah dgn berzikir itu hati akan menjadi tenang..]
Biarpun anak tekakku kering kehausan air
Tentu aku tak akan jemu melagukan syair
Rindu mendayu..
Merayu...
Kepada-NYA Tuhanku yang satu...

Andai aku tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir
Tentu solatku dikerjakan di awal waktu
Solat yang dikerjai...
Sungguh khusyuk lagi tawadhu'
Tubuh, minda, dan qalbu...bersatu memperhamba diri
Mengadap Rabbul Jalil...
Menangisi kecurangan janji
"innasolati wanusuki wamahyaya wamamati lillahirabbil 'alamin"
[sesungguhnya solatku, ibadahku, hidupku, dan matiku...kuserahkan hanya kepada Allah Tuhan seru sekelian alam]

Andai aku tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir
Tidak akan aku persiakan walau sesaat yang berlalu
Setiap masa tak akan dipersia begitu saja
Di setiap kesempatan juga masa yang terluang
Alunan Al-Quran bakal ku dendang...bakal ku syairkan

Andai ku tahu ini Ramadhan terakhir
Tentu malammu aku sibukkan dengan
Berterawih.. .
Berqiamullail. ..
Bertahajjud. ..
Mengadu...
Merintih...
Meminta belas kasih....
"sesungguhnya aku tidak layak untuk ke syurga-MUtapi. ..aku juga tidak sanggup untuk ke neraka-MU"

Oleh itu duhai Ilahi...
Kasihanilah daku hamba-MU yang...
Hina..
Dhaif..
Jahil..
Lagi Banyak Dosa ini..
Menikmati bulan yg dirindui oleh nabi dan sahabatNya..
Moga setiap langkah ku zuhud kepada MU..
Moga ku istiqamah di ramadhan ini..

ANDAI AKU TAHU INI RAMADHAN TERAKHIR………

Menangis tak berair mata

salam..

kepada smua rakan2 yg mengenali aku, aku nk memohon seribu kemaafan dari korang sume...halalkan mkn minum aku...halalkan semua yg aku pernah pinjam, gune atau ambil dari kamu...andai aku tiada lagi, kenang la segala kenangan yg manis bersama aku...jgn dikenang segala yg pahit...aku tau aku bersalah, aku buat salah...jgn la dikenang sgala kesalahan aku...sesungguhnya aku juga manusia biasa, yg lemah imannya, jg serba kekurangan...aku terima segala hukuman yg diberikan kepadaku...tapi satu aku mahu kamu buat, jgnla membenci aku...aku lebih rela kamu melupakan aku dari ingatan kamu dari kamu membenci aku....setiap manusia membuat kesilapan...mungkin kali ni aku silap...jadi lupakan la aku...jgn la membenci aku....hnya Tuhan tahu apa aku rasa dan alami...aku tahu semua ini berpunca dari diri sendiri...maafkan aku semuaa...

My bro convocation...

14-16Aug 2009..

hari jumaat lagi aku bertolak dari utara(perak) ke selatan (johor)...tujuan, nk pegi convo abg aku di UTM skudai..time tu my family suma suda ada sana...mo nda mo, mesti pegi jg walaupun jao cz tak lengkap la beb teda aku...mana blehhh!!..hahaha...perjalanan membaham masa lebih tak kurang2 8 jam...what??8jam dalam bas?!!!...yup!!naseb bek tak kena buasir, cz duduk lama sgt...huhuhuu...nda penah2 nek bas selama ituu...sedangkan tawau belum lagi aku jejaki...hoho..what an experiance...

orait2, sesampai aku di johor, dorg suma ambik la aku...mlm tu kami mkn2, mkn hidang la...hilang segala penat jg la bila dah kumpul ramai2, 1 family, 1 malaysia, rakyat didahulukan pencapaian diutama kan....hehehehe...pastu balek utm, round2 convo fair dorg yg agak bosann, then balek bilik rehat...


hari sabtunya, g sesi fotografi...ni yg paling i likeee...hehehe...tu la aku ckp, mana blehh aku takda dlm pic family tuu..pas selesai, abg aku bawa kami round JB...takda papa sgt situ, mall ja bnyk...kami pi city mall,angsana, plaza kotaraya, skudai parade....beli la apa yg best...jln2 sampai mlm ni...then mkn kat De'Stulang, tmpt mkn paling femes la kunun kat situ...ok la jg, sedapp...b4 balek bilik, kami jln2 d Danga Bay..tmpt ni paling best...hehehe...ada funfair...ekceli bnyk benda best lagi situ tapi malangnya suma exhausted sudaa...




mcm2 games ada, tapi certain age ja ble main...huhu...

so kami pun men merry go round ja...tu ja yg age main2 ni ble naik...hahaha

mu dad pun join skalii...hihihi...cutee

us



hari ahad hari kemuncak...abg aku graduate...guess wat,suma org pakai face mask...johor kan antara 3 negeri terteruk h1n1 tuu...huhu...


see...graduan pun pakai face mask...


kami pown support laa...face mask kena bg free..hehehe











ok2, tu je la...bz kot skrg ni..serabai sket blog cz internet cam kambing...haha...pape hal will update later...

Aizat-Pergi

Sayu terpisah
hikayat indah kini hanya tinggal sejarah
berhembus angin rindu
begitu nyamannya terhidu wangian kasihmu

hujan lebat mencurah kini
bagaikan tiada henti
kaulah laguku kau irama terindah
tak lagi kudengari

kau pergi.. pergi..
sepi tanpa kata
terdiam dan kaku tak daya kau kulupa
apa pun kata mereka
biarkan kenangan berbunga di ranting usia

hujan lebat mencurah kini
bagaikan tiada henti
kaulah laguku kau irama terindah
tak lagi kudengari

kau pergi.. pergi..

hujan lebat mencurah kini
bagaikan tiada henti
kaulah laguku kau irama terindah
tak lagi kudengari

kau pergi.. pergi..
kau pergi.. pergi..
kau pergi.. pergi..

Al-Fatihah....

tadi flite aku kul 9.45am dari kk...sampai kl kul 12 lebey...nek bas g sentral kul 2pm...beli tiket tren nk g ipoh...actually tren kul 2.30 pm, tp die dealy....last2 kul 4pm baru bertolak tren tu...hampehhh toll...aku budjet nk sampai ipoh cepat...tapi takpe la...better than nothing...so aku sampai la ipoh dlm kul 7 pm...g mkn2, jumpa nany...dlm kul 10 baru menjejakkan kaki ke bilik terchenta slps jao perjalanan telah ditempuhi...

about 10.55pm, time aku tgh kemas2 bilik...aku dikejutkan oleh message mum yg berbunyi "Tiada uda bungsu"....i feel like what????!!!!...baru ja aku lawat dia kelmarin...baru ja aku gambar dia kelmarin...baru ja tgk rakaman dia tadi...baru ja cerita pasal dia tadi ngan nany...i'm lost...blank for a while...like terkena electric shock!!!..tapi aku bersyukur, sekurang2 nya aku sempat melawat dia kelmarin, b4 dia pergi...kelmarin pun actually mum suruh stand-by ja di kreta, biar dorg ja pi naik atas(hosp) tgk bungsu...but then aku struggle jg cari parking semata2 mo pi naik skali tgk bungsu...but it worth it...huhuhu...for me, its better God take him because he already suffer for all those "penyakit" for nearly 4 yearss...apa2 pun aku berdoa semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan bersama org2 yg soleh...aminnn...

Allahyarham Jasri bin Ag. Onong meninggalkan seorang balu, dan 5 orang anak....
Al-Fatihah~~~

i face all this unwanted news on my own...try to hide the sadness in my soul and pretending its okay....smile, even tho its the hardest things to do right now... ::::(

Tadi aku jalan....

takde la sgt, jln2 kk wat bodo...tnpa arah tujuan...but yet, best jgak laa...layan diri sendiri...

then petang tu aku ngan parent g la lawat bungsu..still remember??paci aku yg aku citer bnyk toll penyakit dia..so, ni latest la keadaan dia...



actually keadaan dia dah amat teruk...takda harapan sembuhh...tgk r keadaan dia dulu dan skrg...dlm pic tu jelas kelihatan badan dia mcm belon dah...masuk air bnyk sgt...siann r...tym kami mo balik uda, dia ckp mau ikutt...dia dah tak tahan duduk situ...dia mau di rumahh...ciannn...sedih aku tym tu...huhuhu :(

papa pun doakan la yg terbaik untuk dia...

10 things i hate about you!!!

I hate the way you talk to me,
And the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car,
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots
And the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick,
It even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you’re always right,
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh,
Even worse when you make me cry
I hate it when you’re not around,
And the fact that you didn’t call
But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you,
Not even close…
Not even a little bit…
Not even at all

eermmm....

hurm2...aku diselubungi satu perasaan yg sgt2 pelik...ntah la, susah mo diungkap dgn kata2...aku try nk share ngan org pun aku susah nk ckp...but i did feel it...dunno how to translate into words... camana aa??adooyaaii...

seriusly aku rasa sgt2 tak best, tak sedap hati, selera pun kurang, mkn pun sikit2 ja...mcm ada 'sumthin' yg menganggu sistem badan aku...haha...actually i do have problems, sumthin that bother my mind..that "sumthin" really freakin' me out!!!...sgt2 membuat aku takut, buat jantung aku berdegup pantass..terasa macam trauma yg melampau...tapi tak taw trauma pasal apa..tu la, aku tak tau camana mo cerita...dan actually aku pun tak nk crita...let me handle this on my own...let me solve it...

lagi satu, aku skrg bercuti d sabah kan...nta la kenapa, kdg2 aku terfikir, what the hell am i doing here???why should i went back home??its just a week, just bcz of h1n1, just......

kdg2 aku rasa nyesal balik, padahal teda pun org larang aku balik...mum dad ok ja...everything fine...but yet, itu la yg aku rasa...i think, ni la akibat balik sabah dalam keadaan kelam kabut...hari tu aku tak sempat mo berfikir panjang lagi...everybody talking about going home...1 house aku balik...klu aku tinggal sana pun, sorg la aku...huhuhuuu...mo tumpang kazen, kazen aku bz...mo tumpang fyth, dia pun bz....mo tumpang rumah member, aku ni kan 'pemaluuuu'...hehehe...sbb tu aku balik...mum suru lagi aku balik, cian kunu teda kawan...tp nta la, aku rasa sgt laen ni...

sepa baca entri ni mgkin bengang..."apa bha c dora ni??nda paham aku??"..."apa yg si dora mengarut ni?"...hahaha, biar la...cz aku pun nda paham dgn apa yg aku rasa ni...tuhan saja yg tahu...


(aku terasa mcm nk ckp ini...) kepada sesiapa, manusia di muka bumi ini yg terasa hati dgn segala kata2ku, perbuatanku, tingkah lakuku,pandanganku, semua la yg sama waktu dgn nya...dulu dan kini...sengaja atau tidak...baik atau buruk...dgn setulus hatiku, memohon kemaafan seluas laut, setinggi gunung, sebanyak3nya....dari hujung rambut hingga hujung kuku...sesungguhnya aku hanya insan, manusia yg biasa yg mempunyai banyk kekurangan dan kelemahan dan banyak kehendak serta kemahuan sehingga terkadang mungkin menyakiti hati banyak pihak dan seisi masyarakat...dengan sepenuh dan setulus ikhlas hati, aku memohon kemaafan ni...maafkan la aku wahai sekalian saudara semanusia,seagama... :::(


:::kenapa aku ckp mcm tu aa??maybe sbb entri aku 'berfikir sejenak'...ya la, mana kita tau ajal maut kita kan...ni pun salah satu sbb jg kenapa aku rasa laen2 2 3 4 hari ni...lagipun kelmarin pi kenduri arwah d rumah kazen aku..tgk suma maci2 paci2 aku, tua suda dorg...huhuhuu...terasa takut ni aku tiba2...tgk my mum pun, selalu ngadu sakit2 kepala...my dad lagi kena thyroid skrg..leher dia bengkak, darah lagi tinggi...wat aku rasa sgt2 sedih, sgt2 takutttttttttttttt!!!...(crying.. ::( ).. tgk bdk2, iqhwan for example, make me thought, "kan best jdi budak2, teda apa2 sgt mo difikirkan...huhuhu"...i don't wanna grow old!!!~~ :::

To all my fellow friends....

"Each friend represents a world in us,
a world possibly not born until they arrive,
and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born."

H1N1 punya pasal...

ok beb...bagai mimpi aku kembali semula ke sabah yg terchenta!!!!hahaha...tak sgka ni, baru 2 minggu gitu la stay kat utp, then terpaksa balik...why??bcz of H1N1 mula mengembangkan sayapnya kat utp...thanx H1N1, keranamu aku dpt balik sabah...hahahaha...wtf

tp mo tau, tiket can do la mhl...tapi takpa, ble claim ngan MARA...'Mara pemegang amanah bumiputera~~~ lalalala~~~'...hehe...

i will begin my hols starting from 1- 11 aug...actually kena balik ahad,9 aug...tp alang2 cuti biar lebih sket...hahahhaha...

so, ni pic time otw balek sbh...hoho

otw to KL...bertolak mlm2...


dlm bas...mo pi lcct


motif pic: mo tayang gelang...hahaha


pakai face mask kunu d apot..sj, support kerajaan..prevent H1N1 from spreading..haha


orait...enjoy hols in sabah!!!yeahh`~~

berfikir sejenak...

hurmmm....(thinking)
aku rasa mcm ramai pula manusia meninggal dunia pada tahun ini ek...
ntah la...mcm setiap bulan ada ja aku dgr org meninggal...
baik artis mahupun ahli keluarga aku sendiri...
antaranya....

-mama tua kat langkawit...meninggal sekitar bulan 3,2009

-bapa pengalat(paci aku)...meninggal 29 April,2009

-jiran depan rumah maci aku kat pengalat...meninggal dlm bulan may,2009

-Pelakon Shukery Hashim...meninggal 10 june,2009

-Micheal Jackson (king of pop)...meninggal 26 June,2009


-Farrah Fawcett,pelakon charles angle dulu...meninggal 26 june,2009


-editor Media Hiburan- Aniff Ghani...meninggal 20 july,2009

-Yasmin Ahmad, pengarah filem...meninggal 27 july,2009


see??...every month and weeks, there was people leaving us...whos next???only god knows the answer...let them rest in peace...may Allah bless them...Al-Fatihah~~~

btw, tak sangka yasmin ahmad dah meninggal...i love her film very much!..sgt2 best dan sempoi je filem dia...unfortunately............huhuhu...

*Renung-renungkan dan selamat beramall~~~*

wink2 :)

Wonderfull weekends~!!!

aku pi kl weekends ni cz kazen aku tu,wat majlis kawen lagi untuk sebelah lelaki...so,check this out...:p

23-26 July 2009

ok, hari khamis lagi aku dah bertolak g kl ngan kazen ku yg mantap, Nany...escape beberapa klas...2 ja kali...sampai kl, bf dia ambik pakai keta Myvi...then kami trus p LCCT cz mo ambil mummy n mama(makcik ku yg comell)...dlm kl 8 lebey dorg sampai..then pi dinner jap baru balek hotel...

Jumaat, awal2 pagi lagi mama bising...suruh bangon pi shopping....warrghhh, pagi lagi kot kedai pun blum buka...tapi bangon je la, dah dia bising...tapi kami turun jam 10 lebey juga...mula2 jln2 di Pertama...kasi kawan mum beli manik dia...survey2 phone...pastu p sogo,lunch...sambung lg jln2 dlm sogo...aku beli kan mummy hp sony C770i...brown..:p...dlm kul 4pm gitu balik hotel..mo bersiap2 pi majlis kawen tu... majlis start kul 7lebey pm la...comel la wedding tu...bertemakan kaler biru...

rombongan kami...ada lagi ni, tapi dorg lambat...tema biru, ada la jg org offside sket...hehe

ni dia pengantin...yg pompuan tu kazen aku...kawen kat Hotel Kg pandan, KL

kek biru yg chantekk..

tu je la...mls nk upload pic, bnyk sgt...majlis habis kul11 lebey gitu...hantar dorg mum n mama pi hotel then aku ngan nany merayau2 tgk pondan tepi jln...hahahaha...very the sexyyy...ppeerrgghhh

Sabtu plak...pagi2 jln2 area masjid india plak...mummy cari kain ngan tudung...kami2 la ramai2 jln...borong bnyk, bukan main lg dorg...hahaha...tapi best la...adegan tawar-menawar yg lucu...haha..

masjid india

pastu lunch d Semua House...then sambung jln2 p Plaza GM...ape yg aku pelik, kereta naik lift...first tym la, tau la sbh mana la ada lift untuk kreta...hohoho..




plaza GM ni mmg tempat best la...semua barang harga borong...murah yg teramat sgt, wa ckp lu...brg2 yg org slalu jual di pasar mlm tu, sini la dorg borong tu...baju, gelang, spek, rantai, brooch, tudung,make up etc etc...mcm2 lar..bnyk dorg dpt untung tu...gila larrhh...ble wat bisness o...plaza GM 7 tingkat kami explore...pastu low bat uda...balik la, sambung lg jln2 d masjid india punya pasar mlm...ptg2 sket pi mkn durian kat chow kit road tak silap...murah siott!!!

ambik ko...5biji rm10 ja...kami antam 10 biji...muahahahaha..klu sabah,rm10 belum tentu ko dpt 1 biji...huhu...bengap tol sabah ni!!haha

nany dan bf diaa yg lawak...haha

yum2...mummy n me

mama, mummy n me..

p/s: kepada sesaper yg suka mkn tempoyak, aku saran kan bek jgn mkn la...cz aku menyaksikan sendiri camana dorg buat....eeeeeeeeEEEEeeeeeee!!!klu kamu tgk kompom tak mkn dah...(tp aku mmg tak suka tempoyak pown...)

then p downtown lagi...sampai la kul 12 lebey am gitu baru balik hotel....adoyaiii, dari pagi sampai tgh mlm berjalan jaa...takde rehat...tak balik hotel pun...mmg tough la dorg...aku ni terkulai udaa...sgt5x!!!exhausted!!!mlm tu pas mandi tidur terus...zzzzz

ahad pula balek uda dorg...flite kul 12.50pm...bertolak dari hotel kul 9 lebey gitu la..bawa 1 beg, balik 3 beg...hahahaa...tu la, borong lagi bnyk2...hurmm,sedey la...mcm kejap ja masa tu...best wo dpt jln ramai2...fun la...tp,balik uda dorg...huhu:(...

mereka

my mummy...take care mom!!!love u!!!huhu..

pastu nany hantar aku pula p kl sentral...aku balik ipoh nek tren kul 3 lebey pm...sampai ipoh kul 6lebey,my dear ambik...thanxx..!!

end of story....

credit to:
-Hotel Noble(tempat kami tinggal 4 hari 3mlm)
-Mama benoni(mak cik aku yg mensponsor tiket untuk mummy n mama pglt dan sponsor penginapan d noble hotel tu...sponsor la lagii lenkali..hahahaha)
-Bf nany (bawa round2 KL, dan sponsor kenderaan,lunch,dinner,minuman dan durian...hehehe)
-Nany(sponsor tiket aku p kl..hehe:p)
-mama pengalat (blanja duit sket...hehe)
-mummy (cz dtg...muah2,syg mom!!!)
-my dear (hantar pi stesen bas taman maju dan ambil aku di KTM Ipoh...thanxx!!)

Hohoho~~~

setelah sekian lama men'survey', akhirnya dah dpt phone idaman yg bakal dibeli...
shhhh...rahsia...will reveal it when i already buy the phone...huahahahhaa...

actually phone lama udah dijual...so decide nk tukar phone baru lar...sajee...bcz i like phoness...lgpun mo beli phone for my mum and take the CSL back to me...huhuhu...

tapi phone keminatan tu mahal laaa...hurm2...takpe2, cari dulu mana kdai bg best price...klu dpt murah sket beli lar...klu still camtu, tak dpt laa...huhu...

k la, mo tgk muvii...nda taw crita pa mo tgk ni...c yaa

1st year 2nd sem begin...

adoyaiiii...
serabut je pasal jadual neyhh...
huhu...
aku drop kang sume subject..
extend sem, masuk AF...
tak pun Anak Wayang...
hahahahahha...

teda la...teda bakat pown...
tak pa la...
aku add bnyk2 subject bkn ble angkt pown..

k la...

Day out...

again, day out...but this time with frennss...
(credit to my dear...bg pinjam "cicak" man...hehehe)

teda la pi mana2 sgt...jln2 cuci mata...
ada la beli sumthin2 yg rasa comel d mata...hehe
kami ingt mo tgk wayang but then suma citer fullhouse larr...
ada pown midnight...so, mls lar..
dlm kol 9 balek...singgah warong tepi jln, lepak2, mkn2...baru masuk UTP...

pegi hantar kete...
i've been suprise by my dearrr...
he gave me 2 big bear yg sgt3x COMELLLL!!!!!!
tha biggest bear i ever had...
Thanks my dear!!!~~ love u!
the bear named Pooh n Bucky...
i dunno la why i named it Bucky..it just came in my mind...hoho

Pooh...i luv pooh very muchh!My fav...

Mr big Bucky..i heart this!! :p

tidurku lena semlm...hehe
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