yay...

just came back from ipoh..beli buku td, ngan jln2 cari nahas....hahaha, berbaloi2....
btw actually tadi aku down psl regis lab...aku nk hari jumaat tapi tak dpt...ingt ble la minta tlg kat org tu pasal aku dah pesan kat dia dulu kan, klu ble everything yg dia regis, tlg aku regis skali...kira nk sama2 la...tapi tak pa la....maybe dia tak suka nk sama2 or mmg tak nk tlg dan mmg suka tgk aku wat suma benda sendiri....so, fine la kan....aku on jer....tak kesah pun ekceli...

so plan esok nk g lumut n wikend ni nk g KL....yeahh!!!...hrp2 jadik....k la, nk susun jadual yg dah berterabur ni...

ohya, special thanx to Hani Tiara (my jr)...cz ada jg mention my name in her blog...terharu2....hehehe....dun worry my jr,i owez ready to help u guys...aku ikhlas tlg, tak hrp pape balasan pown and takkan mengunkit2 sbb benda tu la paling aku BENCI skali dlm hidop....klu aku ada senapang, org yg suka ungkit2 tu la aku tembak dulu...hahahaha....ok beb, nnt kita jmpa lg aa...quite bz jg 2 3 hari ni...chow...:P

mati kubur lain2...

Sunyi

kesepian yang teramat
kebosanan menerjah jiwa
sunyinya tak punya ketenangan
tetapi meresahkan perasaan

apa yang haru diperlakukan?
untuk keluar dari lorong sunyi ini
kupohon pada sang bayu
bawa daku dalam hembusanmu
bersama ketenangan yang kuingini
ke destinasi yang kuimpi

biarlah sunyi itu menangis sendiri
aku tak ingin menemani
cukup sekadar di sini
aku sudah puas menangis
manggauli sunyi itu
memaksa hati terus disakiti

namun,
aku tetap berterima kasih pada sunyi
kerana sudi menemani
bukannya aku mengkhianati
tapi kini,
AKU BUKAN AkU YANG DULU LAGI...

New Year 2010

kinda late...hahaha...being lazy to update...busy as well maybe...btw, i wish all bloggers (if you just passed by my page) "Happy New Year 2010!!!"...
as the new year blossoms, may the journey of your life be fragrant with new opportunities, your days be bright with new hopes and your heart be happy with love...i pray to God,may 2010 bring us cheers, joy, sweet memories, luck, success, and so on...Amin~~~

well, hope things will be better this 2010...i really wish whatever damn BS happened in 2009, never happen again in 2010...i will knock all those Damn BS down before it disturb my journey to what i suppose to be...yeahh!!! refreshing.....im deleting all bad things ensued in my life last year, and start a whole new life...WHOLE NEW LIFE!!i mean it!...theres sumthing i planned to occur this year...just wait...some revenge will be pay off!!..u better watch out...dont think i forgot all u've done to me my dearest enemy...!!hohoho....

i've been messed up last year...suffered from lots off things...being really down...so depress, lonely, and broken heart...disappointing person i care most...losing trust from my dearest friends...i dont think they forgive me for what i did...even i regret it with my very sincere heart...i didnt mean it but i believe things happen for a reason...and i hope it will be the good one...huhuhu..so this year i'll start my life again, i try my best to cheers and chilling again...try to build confidence and joy in my very own life...dun even care what people would say...i rule my own life, u just rule urs...dont bother each other...deal??

hope u guys pray for me...thankss...Happy New Year again.... :P