i soon made up my mind........

I don't know what to do,
I can't decide if I love you.
You said you love me, but yet you leave me
I don't know what to believe.
You told me we were through,
Because there were so many conclusions that you drew.
You didn't do anything wrong, I know we didn't last long.
You’re begging for me back, you say our love is on track.
but chance wasted AGAIN!!

You give your love and honest
I wonder if it’s true,
After all you’ve been through,
Thought you were someone I knew
Thought you were different
But yet the same

Deceived and confused
Taken for granted and used
No more trust left to give
Is there any way I can forgive
I don’t act like before
Because you taught me an important lesson,
a lesson above all.
Do something not to wait
Fix the things you destroyed
Before it’s too late
If you can't deal with it
You’re not worth it…

Yang Terbaik - Marsha

Ku selalu memikirkan tentang kita
Apa punya harapan yang dikejar
Kerna aku masih penuh rasa ragu
Melihat kau seperti tak bersungguh

Jika kau mencinta
Berikanlah kurasa

Korus
Diriku dah berikan yang terbaik
Dan bukannya nak mengungkit
Siapa benar siapa salah
Siapa menang siapa kalah

Dah berikan yang terbaik
Memaksa hati merisik
Mungkin kau bukan teman hidup
Yang terbaik untukku

Memang benar ku amat menciantai mu
Dan harapkan di sana pun begitu
Tetapi kau tak luahkan perasaan
Apa lagi memberikan ku kasih

Jika kau mencinta
Berikanlah kurasa

Diriku dah berikan yang terbaik
Dan bukannya nak mengungkit
Siapa benar siapa salah
Siapa menang siapa kalah

Dah berikan yang terbaik
Memaksa hati merisik
Mungkin kau bukan teman hidup
Yang terbaik untukku

Bad feeling...

What to do when it feels
What to do when it does not heals
Every sweet moment of life it steals
But heart has only love where it deals.

Words & hearts should be handled with care...
4 words when spoken & hearts when broken
are the hardest things 2 repair.

no effort to heal,
just the same thing
and even worst than before..
what is that mean?

do i make a wrong decision again..
that's why i hate making decision..
it always not be like it suppose to be
no change, there's pain
its not turn the way i imagine
chances wasted all over again...
i think i should stop giving chance
to whom not appreciate it...
to whom just ignore it...
to whom that dont even care about it...

in consideration...