adoyaiii penatss....

sy sgt penat...balik dari kl semlm direct ada meeting...balik bilik sempat transform je then attend meeting..hehehe...tp apa2 pown, p kl mmg best!!! kredit to fyth and the gangs...skrg spttnya sy ke pocket d, tp sy sgt mengantuk...pnt semlm tak hilang lagi...lalu sy mengambil kputusan untuk tidur sebentar... sekian..

*apsal aku skematik diagram ni...wakakakakkaka

yay...

just came back from ipoh..beli buku td, ngan jln2 cari nahas....hahaha, berbaloi2....
btw actually tadi aku down psl regis lab...aku nk hari jumaat tapi tak dpt...ingt ble la minta tlg kat org tu pasal aku dah pesan kat dia dulu kan, klu ble everything yg dia regis, tlg aku regis skali...kira nk sama2 la...tapi tak pa la....maybe dia tak suka nk sama2 or mmg tak nk tlg dan mmg suka tgk aku wat suma benda sendiri....so, fine la kan....aku on jer....tak kesah pun ekceli...

so plan esok nk g lumut n wikend ni nk g KL....yeahh!!!...hrp2 jadik....k la, nk susun jadual yg dah berterabur ni...

ohya, special thanx to Hani Tiara (my jr)...cz ada jg mention my name in her blog...terharu2....hehehe....dun worry my jr,i owez ready to help u guys...aku ikhlas tlg, tak hrp pape balasan pown and takkan mengunkit2 sbb benda tu la paling aku BENCI skali dlm hidop....klu aku ada senapang, org yg suka ungkit2 tu la aku tembak dulu...hahahaha....ok beb, nnt kita jmpa lg aa...quite bz jg 2 3 hari ni...chow...:P

mati kubur lain2...

Sunyi

kesepian yang teramat
kebosanan menerjah jiwa
sunyinya tak punya ketenangan
tetapi meresahkan perasaan

apa yang haru diperlakukan?
untuk keluar dari lorong sunyi ini
kupohon pada sang bayu
bawa daku dalam hembusanmu
bersama ketenangan yang kuingini
ke destinasi yang kuimpi

biarlah sunyi itu menangis sendiri
aku tak ingin menemani
cukup sekadar di sini
aku sudah puas menangis
manggauli sunyi itu
memaksa hati terus disakiti

namun,
aku tetap berterima kasih pada sunyi
kerana sudi menemani
bukannya aku mengkhianati
tapi kini,
AKU BUKAN AkU YANG DULU LAGI...

New Year 2010

kinda late...hahaha...being lazy to update...busy as well maybe...btw, i wish all bloggers (if you just passed by my page) "Happy New Year 2010!!!"...
as the new year blossoms, may the journey of your life be fragrant with new opportunities, your days be bright with new hopes and your heart be happy with love...i pray to God,may 2010 bring us cheers, joy, sweet memories, luck, success, and so on...Amin~~~

well, hope things will be better this 2010...i really wish whatever damn BS happened in 2009, never happen again in 2010...i will knock all those Damn BS down before it disturb my journey to what i suppose to be...yeahh!!! refreshing.....im deleting all bad things ensued in my life last year, and start a whole new life...WHOLE NEW LIFE!!i mean it!...theres sumthing i planned to occur this year...just wait...some revenge will be pay off!!..u better watch out...dont think i forgot all u've done to me my dearest enemy...!!hohoho....

i've been messed up last year...suffered from lots off things...being really down...so depress, lonely, and broken heart...disappointing person i care most...losing trust from my dearest friends...i dont think they forgive me for what i did...even i regret it with my very sincere heart...i didnt mean it but i believe things happen for a reason...and i hope it will be the good one...huhuhu..so this year i'll start my life again, i try my best to cheers and chilling again...try to build confidence and joy in my very own life...dun even care what people would say...i rule my own life, u just rule urs...dont bother each other...deal??

hope u guys pray for me...thankss...Happy New Year again.... :P

How to get rid of this....

first of all, wanna wish Merry Christmas!!HoHoHo
just wishing either you celebrate it or not, because we are 1Malaysia...Malaysian celebrate all festivals...sambut nda sambut tetap cuti....rite??hahaha...that's why i heart this country...

btw, thats not the topic i want to share here...its about how to get rid this kind of attitude..."DENDAM"...seriously,im kind of person who has a grudge...i know its bad, ive tried to turn the other way but yet i can't...i still feel it..it still there and whispered to me "one day i will take the revenge!!!...we'll see..."...holly shitt...

for those who messed up with me, i'll never forget dude...even if you said sorry,i just can't forget it...and that attitude force me to payback...it highly erroneous kind of act, but for the sake of satisfaction im having the intention and will do it...if not now, maybe one day...i do this retribution only to people or person who messed up with me real badly...you are in my list!!...

i can be your good friend but the worst enemy!!!
add me as a friend or enemy....

fb punya servay

Nzc took the KAJIAN DR FADZILAH KAMSAH TENTANG SIFAT MANUSIA quiz and the result is

APRIL
Sangat aktif dan dinamik Cepat bertindak buat keputusan tetapi cepat menyesal Sangat menarik dan pandai manjakan diri Punya daya mental yang sangat kuat Suka diberi perhatian Sangat diplomatik (pandai memujuk ). Berkawan dan pandai menyelesaikan masalah orang Sangat ber...ani dan tiada perasaan takut Suka adventure, pengasih, penyayang, sopan santun dan pemurah Emosi cepat terusik Try control the emotion Kecenderungan bersifat dendam Agresif, kelam kabut untuk membuat keputusan Kuat daya ingatan Gerak hati yang sangat kuat Pandai mendorong diri sendiri dan memotivasikan orang lain Berpenyakit di sekitar kepala dan dada Sangat cemburu dan terlalu cemburu.


hahaha...

guys, you have to understand...

Women wish to be loved without a why or a wherefore; not because they are pretty, or good, or well-bred, or graceful, or intelligent, but because they are THEMSELVES.

Terima Kaseh Labuan!!!

lama gila uda nda blogging...huhu...so much things to share but bz bha...nda berkesempatan blogging...lgpun mls jua mo tulis2 ni...idea ndada...ani tah mun baru mulih dari labuan ani...baru jua 4 hari stay sana uda terinfluence berkurapak brunei...hahahahaha...

ok2, back to normal...aku baru balik dari labuan bha ni...p wedding kazen aku...so much fun theree!!..best gila laa...aku ni udala jenis nda suka p kenduri2 kawen ni kan...mls bha, ramai urang...tp pi kenduri kazen sendiri ni, best pula...hehe...check out some of the photos i taken...







itu ja la...mls pula mengupload ni...tenet slow...kin malas toll!!...
btw kenapa terima kaesh labuan???...sebabbb, dompet aku HILANG d LABUAN!!!!!!!waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa::::::::(((
IC, Driving license ngan Kad bank hilangg...duit pown agak bnyk la ketika ituu sbb plan mo borong coklatt...huhuhu...duit nda kesah pula hilang, tp kekeceewaan nda dpt beli coklat tu yg tak ble blahh...ternanges juga laa...haiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....ic, lesen tu nda pa la hilang...hahahahaha...coklat tu penting!!:D

tp uda juga aku wat laporan polis d labuan...maybe nnt aku p urus wat ic ngan lesen tu...bank card claim ja d bank... tp tu ja la, takut jg ic aku disalahgunakan oleh org yg jumpa tu...dia p wat loan2 bank ka nnt...beli sim register ka...kang dtg bil ribu2 tmpt aku...nahhhhh...sepa jawab tu....huhuhu....tp mudah mudahan nda laa...insya allah~~ :(

k la...mo p men game lu...daaaa

i soon made up my mind........

I don't know what to do,
I can't decide if I love you.
You said you love me, but yet you leave me
I don't know what to believe.
You told me we were through,
Because there were so many conclusions that you drew.
You didn't do anything wrong, I know we didn't last long.
You’re begging for me back, you say our love is on track.
but chance wasted AGAIN!!

You give your love and honest
I wonder if it’s true,
After all you’ve been through,
Thought you were someone I knew
Thought you were different
But yet the same

Deceived and confused
Taken for granted and used
No more trust left to give
Is there any way I can forgive
I don’t act like before
Because you taught me an important lesson,
a lesson above all.
Do something not to wait
Fix the things you destroyed
Before it’s too late
If you can't deal with it
You’re not worth it…

Yang Terbaik - Marsha

Ku selalu memikirkan tentang kita
Apa punya harapan yang dikejar
Kerna aku masih penuh rasa ragu
Melihat kau seperti tak bersungguh

Jika kau mencinta
Berikanlah kurasa

Korus
Diriku dah berikan yang terbaik
Dan bukannya nak mengungkit
Siapa benar siapa salah
Siapa menang siapa kalah

Dah berikan yang terbaik
Memaksa hati merisik
Mungkin kau bukan teman hidup
Yang terbaik untukku

Memang benar ku amat menciantai mu
Dan harapkan di sana pun begitu
Tetapi kau tak luahkan perasaan
Apa lagi memberikan ku kasih

Jika kau mencinta
Berikanlah kurasa

Diriku dah berikan yang terbaik
Dan bukannya nak mengungkit
Siapa benar siapa salah
Siapa menang siapa kalah

Dah berikan yang terbaik
Memaksa hati merisik
Mungkin kau bukan teman hidup
Yang terbaik untukku